29.11.10

#3 - FRUSTRATION

Good evening, my lovelies.

Woops, that was the old lady inside of me coming out there.

Anyway. Frustration. Quite.

It's a feeling that I'm experiencing right now. I was going to write all this with Caps Lock on, but decided against it, because I'm calm.

CALM, I TELL YOU.

Calm, like an enraged beast.
Tranquil, like a stormy sea.
Ooh, poetic, eh?

(That, Wandi, is sheet poetry, but not poetry about sheet.)

You see, I'm waiting for a very important e-mail or letter to come (I won't go into details), and I've been waiting for a while now. Lots of people at my school have received this e-mail/letter already.
Oh, to watch their smug faces as they tell me: 'Don't worry, it'll come!' and their smug smiles as they walk off smugly in their own smug world.
Envy burns my soul.

(I joke, I joke. Clara, I'm immensely proud of you. FO' REAL, MAN. Here's a celebratory virtual hug: *HUG*)

The fact that other people have something that I don't, and that I really want, makes me jealous. But meh, I'll talk about jealousy another time.

How is frustration caused? I suppose impatience has something to do with it. I can't get what I want, and it's frustrating. It's about the inability to do something, or, in my case, have something. It's about not having control over something. No matter what I do, I can't get this letter or e-mail, or whatever the hell it is, to come to me any more quickly than it will, and all I can do is wait.


Get here quicker!
So. I'm waiting. And I shall remain calm and collected. I won't let this frustration get to me, because one way, or another, I'm gonna find ya, I'm gonna getcha getcha getcha getcha... (Woo, Blondie!)
Yes. There. I suppose what you have to do to avoid this frustration is to distract yourself. That's what I'll be doing.

Because I'm new at this blogging thing, I wonder how I should involve you guys (i.e. my meagre following) who are reading this.
Leave a comment! When was the last time you were frustrated?

3 comments:

  1. "Woops, that was the old lady inside of me coming out there."
    CREEPY OLD LADY. WHAT OLD LADY HAS CALLED YOU A LOVELY RECENTLY?
    anyway, don't worry about that letter, it'll come, i got mine already :) LOL JOKE. i'm not THAT old yet xD

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  2. The old lady that lives inside of me and comes out occasionally is called Bridget.
    RESPECT her. She's a little deaf sometimes.

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  3. IT'S ALRIGHT, TALKING IN CAPITALS IS VERY THERAPEUTIC, AND YOU DON'T NECESSARILY HAVE TO BE ANGRY.

    I was frustrated earlier when I couldn't open my yoghurt pot. But then I did. And I was happy.

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